Monday, February 11, 2008

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INVITATION

Paul Guest, I am looking forward to your birthday
and the long chain of fitful celebrations
which will follow and be broken
by something like inconsiderate death
or the envelope of oblivion. Paul Guest,
I'm looking forward to your arrival,
your flight, your train, your steamer rocking
in on a lucky wave. When will you
be here, Paul Guest, with your combs
and pockets and mad fits of despair?
Paul Guest, when will you ever be happy?
When will you sign treaties
and agreements and accords
and truces tied up with ribbon,
when will you decide to live peaceably
with yourself, Paul Guest?
When will you open cans of soup
that would have kept forever,
forever in their vacuums of salt,
and stir them on to a fire
and think yourself at last
an imposter under the grave stars
no more? When will you fall
asleep and be full and not long
for a distant woman, your words
no signposts for the way back to wherever
you were, Paul Guest?
What will you say, Paul Guest?
No one knows. No one ever has
spoken the right thing
or walked away not hating
his mouth for the sake of the air
that was in it, that wouldn’t
take shape, keep it, or at least fall into quiet,
which is an endless water.
Paul Guest, you have tried
to vanish, a thousand times, Paul Guest.

5 comments:

Devil Darling said...

I know this...really.

Anonymous said...

you totally forgot to put in the queer part at the end. ;)

ab

Anonymous said...

Who is the speaker?

Sprintedon Hollow said...

This is my first day here,
and I would say that
for one who has tried to vanish/
you have failed stunningly.
Under which, did not Yeats write that
we make poems out of
our quarrels with ourselves?
For many of my years--
perhaps too many--
I really did vanish.

All blessings going ahead,
from the ghost in the dumpster.
Brian Salchert

Andrew said...

Paul Guest, I'm quite taken with this poem. I'm glad it came to you.